wrote this entry in faraday
yep.

i have no idea why
i'm doing things all half heartedly
its like my brain's dead or something
overdue homwork is piling faster that you can say "done"
and i dont seem to care
everyday passes by like a blur
it's like i'm zombie
i barely have emotions nowadays
i dun even talk much
i'm numb.
i feel nothing
at all dammit
i'm exactly like the face in the picture
on the left here
-EMOTIONLESS
fuck
and whenever i look at someone in the eye,
i see right through that person
my mum have been talking a lot to me
she made me realise things in life
things i have not noticed before
ohwells...
i guess i can relate to a line in
one of hilary duff's songs
"underneath this smile,
my world is slowly caving in."

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